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It's uncanny sometimes. [13 Nov 2006|08:59pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Andreea Balan † Nu mai incerca ]

Proof of true love:


Integra's lame-ass excuse to break up:


"My head hurts when I'm around you"



'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com



Alucard's lame-ass excuse to break up:


"My head hurts when I'm around you"



'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com



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Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing
1 followed the order Search and Destroy!

[10 Nov 2006|07:23am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Lordi † Pet the Destroyer ]

Welcome home, Count. My one and only.

---
Countess Integra Wingates Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

[20 Oct 2006|08:46am]
Louder than words...
Search and Destroy!

Sweet killing machine [13 Sep 2006|02:55am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Lordi † Pet The Destroyer ]

I heard this song and it made me...oddly happy for some reason. I think it was the "My beast Le Royal" that did me in.

..well, and the suffocating ego part. *grins*

I know I look so immensely juvenile posting all these lyrics, but real entries are forthcoming, I'm sure.

It's breath intoxicating
Its ego suffocating
Its here in my house -
Tryin' to get out

It's moves exhilarating
Tempers infuriating
Its no sage -
Rampage the cage

But you'll be safe
You can feed it - you wanna play?
It's almost tamed

Pet the destroyer
My beast Le Royal
Pet my destroyer
Sweet killing machine
Pet the destroyer
My beast Le Royal
Oh wont you please meet the beast?

It's stare infatuating
I'm not exaggerating
It breaks off the leash
Creature released

It's jaws intimidating
Rage indiscriminating
It looks kinda mad -
(well this) looks kinda bad

This isnt safe, NO!
I can feel it
This isnt play
It can't be in tamed

Pet the destroyer
My beast Le Royal
Pet my destroyer
Sweet killing machine
Pet the destroyer
My beast Le Royal
Oh wont you please meet the beast?
Oh wont you please feed my beast?

Pet the destroyer
My beast Le Royal
Pet my destroyer
Sweet killing machine
Pet the destroyer
My beast Le Royal
Oh wont you please meet the destroyer?

My beast Le Royal
Pet my destroyer
It's a killing machine
Pet the destroyer
My beast Le Royal
Oh won't you please meet the beast?
Oh won't you please feed my beast?


---
Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

... [06 Aug 2006|10:52pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Sleepwalker † The Wallflowers ]

I can't be too sure, but I think I got drunk with a nun last night.

And for some reason, my back feels like needles and death. I haven't been able to wear anything over it today, so I'm stuck with my blouse pinned up and very careful how much I lean back, lest my jacket irritate it. Something must have bitten me.

And Alucard keeps giving me these looks. Different from the usual ones.

He knows something that I don't, I'm sure of it. I'll interrogate him later.

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing

12 followed the order Search and Destroy!

On the radio today. [30 Jul 2006|07:24am]
I heard this again on the radio and it made me smile a bit. Some of it is far too true.

I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
how can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and the heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

There's a club if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die

When you say it's gonna happen "now"
Well, when exactly do you mean?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does


Some of the lyrics don't fit, but it's the chorus that gets me. And the son/heir situation.

Alright, sunrise means I either need to get to sleep or start the day. I can never tell anymore. *laughs*

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing
Search and Destroy!

Random thoughts.. [13 Jul 2006|12:53am]
[ music | Vater Unser Part II (Psalm 23) † E Nomine ]

My apologies for my lack of updates and replies. I've been rather preoccupied lately.

With what, one may ask?

Everyone's favorite Catholic swine, of course!

You know, for as amused as Alucard is with Paladin Anderson, I am equally (if not more) amused with Father Maxwell. He's just too fun to fluster and aggravate.

Don't get me wrong, I'm still making sure that they stay on their side. I'm just having more fun than I thought I would doing it.

*grins* Some days, it's just good to be me.

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing

2 followed the order Search and Destroy!

Let the blind lead the blind [01 May 2006|06:54am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | broken english † Rise Against ]

This whole "being a woman" thing needs to knock it the hell off.

Overanalyzing things that are said to me (or lack thereof, as the case may be) then crying about it at 6am when Walter shows me the slightest hint of kindness is not my idea of a good time.

Seriously, somebody needs to down these damned estrogen levels. I have an organization to run. I can't keep falling to pieces like this.

But God, it hurts.

---
Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing

2 followed the order Search and Destroy!

Quiz. [28 Apr 2006|07:48am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Mitternacht † E Nomine ]

Disney Princess, Eh? )

Patience? Haha, I barely see where they get that. Although, to put up with a vampire that shapeshifts into a lamp with wings and not go on daily homocidal rampages? Yeah, I suppose you could call that patience.

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

Spring Cleaning [19 Apr 2006|04:17am]
[ mood | listless ]

((OOC: I completely forgot to put a disclaimer up x.x; that's the second time I've done that ^^;; sorry! It's up now, though ^^ I'm also working on an icon uploading spree, so look out for that.))

So yesterday I spent a little while cleaning. It really is amazing what 20 minutes of straightening up your bed and/or computer area can do for you. It's been a day and I still get a clean feeling every time I look at my bed.

To clarify, it's not that my room is in constant disarray (Walter always does an amazing job when it comes to cleaning my quarters). It's just that when I bring files to bed with me to read over before sleep, they tend to accumulate. A bad habit, I suppose, but I stay informed.

In other news, it's supposed to rain most of this week. I can't tell you how happy that makes me. For some reason, rain always makes me feel better. Odd, that.

*yawns* It's 4am. I stayed up with Seras while she tended to a few things and now I'm less tired and moreso trying to force myself to sleep again. I do that a lot, don't I? *laughs* I suppose I'm just not good with this sleep thing.

Alucard, however, managed to fall asleep in the middle of a conversation earlier. He's adorable. *snickers* He'd kill me if he heard me say that, but it's true.

Alright, I think I'll go lay down now. They're probably waiting for me.

Let's just hope that Alucard hasn't woken up and turned himself into 'Alulamp'.

Don't laugh, it's happened.

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

Odd. [26 Mar 2006|09:20am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Anyplace, Anywhere, Anytime † Nena featuring Kim Wild ]

You know, I never thought I'd see the day that I stay up later than Alucard and am actually able to function. But here it is, 9am, and I'm actually exceedingly awake.

I'm going to force myself to sleep soon, though, as I know I need it. Besides, Alucard and Seras have probably been waiting for me.

I just find it amusing that the human has more vampiric tendancies than the vampires.

....

....

....

...No, Alucard.

Then again, it could also have something to do with the fact that Master takes naps during the day and has her favorite Shinigami cover for her while she does ♥

It's good to be me sometimes.

Oh, I uploaded a few icons that I made in my boredom. More to come, I'm sure.

Alright, off I go to force myself to be a normal human. I'm just lucky that I don't really need to function until the late afternoon today.

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing

2 followed the order Search and Destroy!

Slave vs. Servant [15 Feb 2006|03:53am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Gradus Vita † Hayato Matsuo & the Warsaw Philharmonic Orchestra ]

You know, I never liked it when people called Alucard my "slave", simply because that word is usually paired with "Master". I'd just like to clarify this now -- Alucard is not, by any stretch of the imagination, a slave to myself or to the Hellsing organization.

A slave is someone who is forced to do something against their will. Slavery assumes no respect on either party. Slavery is completely one-sided. I could never, in a thousand years, even dream of treating Alucard with such disrespect. Despite what my predecessors have done, despite what their relationships may have been (my grandfather or my father could very well have treated him like a slave), I refuse to treat him as any less than an equal. He has proven himself to me as I have proven myself to him. I respect him too much to demean him to such an extremity.

Alucard is a servant of Hellsing. He serves us by his own will. I have never, and will never force him into anything. He has his reasons for being bound to me, but none of them are because I force him to. That's insane.

Truthfully, I'm quite sure he could have killed me the day that he met me, but he didn't. I'm also quite sure that if he ever truly wished to be free, he could be. But it's his choice to be here. It's a choice that I'm grateful for.

He doesn't define me, nor do I define him. Instead, when we work together, we enhance each other greatly. We're both more than sufficient in battle alone, but together we could take down anything that stands in our way.

So there you have it. That's where I stand on this issue, and I'm actually quite adamant about people not referring to him as my 'slave'.

That out of the way, I'll turn in now. More to come later.

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

Greetings [14 Feb 2006|07:02am]
[ mood | loved ]

Happy Valentine's Day, for those who celebrate. May this day bring you happiness.

I've never been one for this day personally, but I think that's just me. It kills me how everybody tries to get me into the spirit, though. That's probably my favorite part of holidays like this. Even though I don't feel particularly biased either way, the people who do just freak out. *laughs*

Though the one thing for which I do look forward to Valentine's Day is that every year, Walter always does something sweet for me. Last year I think it was a box of chocolate cigars and a card that I keep in the top drawer of my desk. It's one of the only days of the year that he and I get to spend together. Granted, we're rarely alone, but it's enough to be in his presence all day. He truly does mean the world to me. It's a shame that there is no 'butler appreciation day', is't it?

Seras gave me a teddy bear last year..*grins* And I think she got me a pair of red silk pajamas (that were surprisingly comfortable. There's something to be said about silk pants). This year, though, I think Captian Bernadette may abscond with my Police Girl. *laughs* Though I won't complain as long as they're happy.

They remind me too much of Alucard and myself sometimes. *laughs* Except with him it's "Give me a kiss!" and not "Drink my blood!" *snickers*

As for Alucard, he always finds some grand gesture. *laughs* My first Valentine's Day with him, he showed me his Hellhound form (which was a pretty major thing to show a 12-year-old) and played catch with me all day. It was things like that when I was a child. Hellound tricks, new abilities with his shadows, crowns made of flowers...but as I got older, his gifts became more mature and romantic. More like what you would expect from a vampire that is, more or less, the epitome of chivalry. Last year it was a dozen red roses with a bright white rose in the middle.

Too bad the card just said "Drink my blood". -.-;;

He's chivalrous and romantic, yes. His efforts sometimes catch me off guard and make me blush, yes. But beneath all that, he's still Alucard. *laughs* I should expect things like that, shouldn't I? You'd think after 10 years, I'd learn.

I know I complain a lot about my job and my life, but at the end of the day, there's nowhere else I'd rather be. The people here love me as much as I love them (even if we do have odd ways of showing it), I work for a wonderful country, I protect the Queen and dispose of nonsense ghouls and vampires. I like it here. It's stressful, but it's in my blood. I can't see doing anything else.

Hah..who would have guessed that I would be in the Valentine's Day spirit by the end of this post afterall?

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

Sleepy [07 Feb 2006|03:22am]
Today was a long day.

Alucard didn't get home until extremely late this evening (which is odd even for him). Apparently our mission was trickier than we'd expected, but he took care of it. He finally crashed in my room while he was updating me on the situation. I'd wake him up to get the information he was in the middle of giving me, but he's had a long enough night. The enemy has ultimately been silenced, so there's no need to dwell. Besides, he deserves his rest. He did very well tonight from what I can tell.

I'm proud of him.

As far as I go, I've been running errands all day. Paid a few bills, got Walter's computer fixed...that sort of thing.

On another note, I got a new computer chair. My old one was cracking under me. -.-;; I can't tell you how fun that was. But it's over. The new chair is roomier and makes the room look bigger and cleaner due to it's color (It's a type of grey).

Alright, this is starting to make less sense as I go on. My brain is shutting down and telling me to go to sleep.

I comply.

---
Sir Integra W. Hellsing
Search and Destroy!

Busy day [27 Jan 2006|04:46am]
Things seem to be getting back to normal today -- I got a call from the Vatican, as I'd been expecting. A call which basically consisted of Father Rinaldo saying something to the effect of "Blah blah Vatican, blah blah heathens, blah blah housing impure creatures, blah blah potential, blah blah Hellsing, blah blah monster, blah blah kill you."

I was playing checkers with Walter at the time, so I really couldn't care less what the old fruit was on about.

As for tonight, that seemed to be normal too. Seras spent most of the night on duty with D-11, and Alucard took care of a few of our...higher-level threats.

As I'm typing this, Seras is asleep with Pip, I think, and Alucard is sleeping in my lap. *laughs* Hellhound mentality, I suppose? I swore I saw him kicking a leg earlier...*snickers*

Ahh, I should go to bed too. It's far too early for me to be up. I have a conference meeting in a few hours.

Goodnight.

---

Sir Integra W. Hellsing
Search and Destroy!

Midnight musings [26 Jan 2006|02:05am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Dracul Hakushaku no Kodoku -- Seramyu (Apt, huh?) ]

It's odd how I only seem to write anything after midnight.

Again, my employees are all asleep. It's another slow night, so I don't mind letting them rest. Seras fell asleep sometime this evening, before 8pm if I recall correctly. Alucard has been sleeping on and off all day. I can't say much better of myself. I slept from about 8am to 5pm. I'm awful when Walter is away...

Speaking of Alucard, he told me that he'd join me in my room after his shower. He fell asleep soon after, negating the shower and my room completely. *laughs* Not to say that I'm at all surprised, with the way that we've all been sleeping lately.

...It never ceases to amaze me that as soon as I start thinking about him, somehow he's there. He just showed up in a sleepy haze because he woke up and realized that he wasn't here as he promised he would be. *smiles* It's things like that that make it all worth it, you know?

*laughs* I could never admit what I feel for him out loud, but when he falls asleep against me, I know he hears my heart race. I can deny it all I want, but he knows me better than that. He sees past what I put forward to the moronic, unquestioning world that asks so much of me. I suppose that's why I adore him as much as I do.

Ahh, Seras is awake. Alucard wanted to wait for her, but he was too tired. We'll all have a good night's rest together, I hope. It's rare that we all share a bed, as we enjoy our privacy, but when it happens we all seem to rest perfectly.

Goodnight, everyone.

---

Sir Integra W. Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

Testing? [25 Jan 2006|04:50am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | A random mix of very random things. ]

Today has been slow, so I've spent it making this space look better. What do you think?

I rather like it.

Alucard is asleep, which is awkward for him at this hour. He fell asleep no later than 1am tonight. Seras wasn't too far behind. She came back from patrol at somewhere near 2 or 3 and fell asleep after I got out of my bath.

Odd, that.

Alucard's probably sleeping out of boredom *laughs* I don't think I keep him busy enough. Hopefully that will change soon.

Let's see...what else is there? The Vatican has been awfully quiet as of late. I've spoken to Father Anderson a few times, but Maxwell has been oddly quiet. I should probably be grateful, though. The last thing I need lately is that little thorn in my side. *twitch*

...And now I remember why I don't check the playlists that other people have on my computer. Sometimes when I'm gone, Alucard will sneak on (so will Walter, Seras or even Pip, but they're fairly normal with their downloads). He's accumulated a playlist of music that he listens to while he rifles through my files. I'd imagine that being around for so many years could afford one a varied musical taste, but this is just...wow. So far I've heard random anime music, DDR music, J-rock and J-pop, what I can only identify as a Romanian boy band, American bands...German...classical.

I just shake my head and sigh.

All I know is that if he gets Dragostea Din Tei stuck in my head one more time while I'm in a meeting I'll find a way to kill him. Mark. My. Words.

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Sir Integra W. Hellsing

Search and Destroy!

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